Guillaume101

Now that it's almost June, I feel pretty nervous about it. Since I'm in 11th grade, graduation will be next year for me. But...I don't know if I can make it. This PARCC test is making nervous I don't know if I passed, and I'm not sure if I'll graduate, next year. And even if I do, I'm scared of dealing with what I will deal with in life. If y'all don't remember, I had complaints of free request not being done anymore. It was all commissions that I was too broke for. But I do understand why. Things to buy for home, and especially the bills. Or, being an artist for a living, because even making loads of arts give you cash. What I mean, is that there will be so much bills to pay, and so much to buy for my own home that I will have. Having a family would also be tough for me, but I can have help from my girlfriend. As for now, I keep being stuck with gaming, that it affects my life and my schooling. It keeps wanting me to quit, so I can focus on my life better. But...I wouldn't know where to go...For how much I want to limit my time from gaming, and study more, it keeps getting in my mind, and I can't make it go away. I feel like if I want a good future, and a good life, then my games will have to be the price...I wouldn't know where to go for my future...I feel like we can't have fun in this world. No room to play. As an adult, games could get in our way, and all it is, is just work. Just to get our lives going, and do what we can for our lives and for our families.

 I feel like I'm gonna become a workoholic, soon...All because of what my parents have always been telling me about the problems with games...I get they're not telling me to stop gaming entirely, but when they say to limit my time in playing, I can't help think that...It just means, to me, that if I want to have a good life, then I should work hard for it. No more games...And seeing how you guys are working to keep up with the bills, and trying to make a living better, I know I'll go through it, too...I wish I could quit gaming to make my life better, but where would I go...? And I can't stop holding myself back from quitting...  

The music glitched out, so no music. Just put some soundtrack of your own, to make it effective.